One day only

A CRAB, forsaking the seashore, chose a neighboring green meadow as its feeding ground. A Fox came across him, and being very hungry ate him up. Just as he was on the point of being eaten, the Crab said, "I well deserve my fate, for what business had I on the land, when by my nature and habits I am only adapted for the sea?'


Contentment with our lot is an element of happiness.

I'm in one of those moods today... like a weird funky mood. I want everything. Like really. EVERYTHING. I saw a Gucci bag that's really cute... I WANT it! The cayutest Balenciaga bag... I WANT IT! I want a new kitchen, a new car... I want our closet done, new clothes, another kid, and I saw a Louboutin pump that I want so badly I can taste it! (Yes, shoes have a taste- it's called FINE LEATHER!) I have no idea why I'm in one of these moods. I get like this from time to time. Just me being a spoiled brat I suppose.

ORRRRRR.....

It could be cuz my birthday is coming up! Yesssss... my 28th birthday! Oh Lord... 28?!?!?!? That was a huge slap in the face full of reality. Its kind of scary to think that I'm almost 30... so, I wont think about it. Instead, I'll go back to thinking about all the things that I want.

From time to time, this whole "wanting of things" gets me a tad bit sad... I know I'm blessed beyond compare. And I know that I have alot now, but I came from nothing. And I have more than I've ever had before in my life. I'm at a point where I'm also very comfortable with my life. I don't stress out about bills. Everything gets paid on time, and I'm happy... but...

I'M STILL HUMAN!!!!!

I still have WANTS that I just cant have because I'm a responsible adult. Its not like I want a new pair of shoes and cant go grab em... it's like I want a $1,200 pair of shoes, and it makes me sad that I don't have that type of expendable cash. Fucked up right? Selfish and spoiled of me I know... But it's what I want. I want more... I make good money. I'm a good person. And now I want a pair of Louboutin pumps... <> Blah to that... and blah to my discontentment with what I've been blessed with.

I've GOT to do better!