I've had my (former) best friend in my life since my sophomore year in high school. 1998. We've seen a lot and been through a lot. So for her to just stop talking to me. With no reasoning or explanation, it hurt. But then I remembered some things... Although she's made a lot of positive changes in her life, I still see the same old judgmental her. And I guess that's not bad because she was able to be herself with me... But at the same time, it got old. And I saw myself maturing... Growing past that stuff. I'd be at work sitting in a meeting with a CFO and get a text from her asking my opinion on something she saw someone else post of Instagram or facebook. That type of stuff let me know that we were growing apart. It's not that I thought I was above her or she was above me... I just knew we had different priorities. I just don't care what others are doing with their lives... Especially when it doesn't effect me. I'm trying to increase our bottom line and she's talking about subliminal messages being sent to her through social media.
It all actually made me pretty sad. Having someone be such an integral part of yor life for so long... And then to just not be there.. It sucks. Although I saw us with different priorities I still never thought we just wouldn't be friends. But then again, I've seen her do this to others before. She's find things that bothered her about someone and then find ways to cut them off... I can imagine the things she's said about me to others. It hurts. Only because I cared.
Well Cest la vie... Life goes on. Shit happens. And karma is a bitch.
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