I know I've been posting a lot of music... but every now and then, I get into the mode of needing music to calm me. I get into this place... where I just cant express how I feel. So I listen to music and it soothes me. This morning I heard this song, and it brought me to tears on my way to work. The thing is, lately I've been feeling like... alone. I dont know why. Maybe it's just me being busy with tax season... but I get so overwhelmed. And I remember I could always go to moms house, lay on her couch, and take a nap... and that was comforting. Even when she was yelling at me to do WHATEVER... I'd also always had Mymomma.. to chat with on Saturday nights while my husband bowls... and now. I just sit. I long for some company on those nights to draw my mind elsewhere... but the truth is, what idiot wants to be in the house on a Saturday night? So yeah... I just sit... alone. But this morning I heard this song... And it made me teary... but it's reassuring that I'm not alone. They're here... somewhere... and while I wish they were here in physical, I need to try to be comforted in knowing that they will always be here in the spiritual... right?
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